it must have been a lie

like the steadfast writer, she is at home in the wind and in the rain; and, thanks to one moment of felicity, she will live on and on and on

beluga whales

What did you say? she asked.

Nothing. He was very tired. The woman smoked in silence. Do you ever

wonder about beluga whales?

Geryon asked. Her eyebrows were startling, like two ascending insects.

Is it an endangered species?

No I mean in tanks in captivity just floating.

No—why?

What do they think about? Floating in there. All night.

Nothing.

That’s impossible.

Why?

You can’t be alive and think about nothing.  You can’t but you’re not a whale.

Why should it be different?

Why should it be the same? But I look in their eyes and I see them thinking.

Nonsense. It is yourself you see—it’s guilt.

Guilt? Why would I be guilty about whales? Not my fault they’re in a tank.

Exactly. So why are you guilty—whose

tank are you in?


                                                                     

from Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson

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